Well, life has been busy, and I have so much to blog about...This leads me to more random thoughts.
When I finally started being okay being gay, I go and do something that makes me want to be straight. Overall though each day, I am one step closer to feeling comfortable in my own skin. When it comes down to it...I like being gay.
I feel like I am finally starting to have good gay and Moho friends. Special thanks to Steve-O, David, David, Jessie, Scott, Sarah, Canyon, Brent, and all the other cool people I am meeting.
I am discovering my love for cuddling and sometimes think I would be perfectly happy just with that...No clothes off fun needed.
Dating will be fun, but if I force it, I will end up hurt and empty. It will happen when it will happen.
Work is going really well. Sometimes I don't know how to handle being gay and working in residential treatment. For now, I just hang in the closet while at work. I have lots of practice, so no worries.
I am a people pleaser, but it's just because I care?
I think I am almost ready to come out to my mom...When is the right time.
Church is about to make some kind of come back in my life, just trying to figure out where and when and how.
Maybe someday, I will blog for real, as for now, have a wonderful Sunday :)
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"I am a people pleaser, but it's just because I care?" This is certainly one way to understand the nature of pleasing people...Here is another much more common angle on the same variant: "I am a people pleaser, but it's just because I fear?"
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