Monday, December 21, 2009

Back to blogging - It's a wonderful life

I like where life is right now. I don't like that when I am in a good place though, I seem to stop blogging, which leaves me with no record of my good times, so I will catch up a little.

I started a new job about three weeks ago which I love. It was meant to supplement my current job so that I could step down from a Management Position and focus on my life and the clients lives. The reality is that is my only job for the moment because the other company has not approved my transfer so I am super grateful it is working out so well. I am working a little too much. 72 hours of work this week alone, but come the first of the year and I should be working mostly regular hours.

I now live in Salt Lake around Redwood and N Temple. I am so glad to be out of Logan. I just didn't love being so far away with so little to do. I was so depressed, and while I still have rough days, there is now hope in my life.

I think I like working so much because I don't have to confront my loneliness. I am hoping to try to date more somehow. I just feel like I am one of those guys that no one may be into, but I am trying to change my attitude and things in my life so I am more appealing. Hopefully that goes well.

Sometimes I think it is Utah. So many pretty people, I think even guys in my league think they can get better, maybe I am one of those guys who is thinking guys that are out of my league are in my league. Maybe if there someday is a guy who likes me, he will tell me. Oh well, I have work and friends :)

Well, hopefully now that I have internet, I will be better at blogging. And keeping up with blogs.